Experience and Lost Thoughts : The Wuhan Chapter

what that seed do implanting feeding sucking air spreading in the earth dispersing like the waters bring up more just more seeds doing the same thing just seeds reflecting what that seed do deeper it spreads the waters dry in earth, it spread change the cycle mix it up filter it out the defected seed stays in that earth it goes on same issues just reflecting what that seed do...

Dark space, Bend, contort, The 30 plus joke, The fawning, the fearing, The faking of confidence, Then, I am waiting, Waiting to petted Waiting to be cooed Waiting to be cuddled Waiting to hear... to feel. I think I know what it's like... To be the others, They are all you. and me? I fight the war, I fight the selfish war, The 'i am here' war, The  'don't you see' me war, I dance that fawning dance, I dance that acceptance dance. I hurt, I bend, I contort, I fake the confidence. You can keep the faces though! Keep the blood that runs thick, Keep that name! It's hard to wear, I am too round, ... it's hard to keep on Too bold. My eyes have seen things, ...stretched out my mind but I am just! Too wide! I can't fit! You can keep the face, I don't need it. We are all planted in the womb, We have no choice, Sprouting from matter so dark, Spiralling, loose, and out! Most covered in holy glitter, Some, gutter p